INTRODUCTION
This week God has totally blown me away and I am even more amazed at him then I have been in the past. A good friend of mine totally reflected the love, grace, mercy and image of Christ to me that I am bursting at the seams to share what he did with you. However, before I can explain what happened and how God moved in my life, allow me to back up and explain the situation that happened. Beginning with a very relevant vision that God gave me a couple of weeks ago.
TRUST HIM
I was standing on a Spanish galleon (ship like the ones used in Pirates of the Caribbean) with my wife there and Jesus. We were in the middle of a terrible storm and I was asking Jesus to calm the storm. He then told me that I needed to climb up to the Crow’s Nest (a platform usually near the top of the main mast for seeing greater distance). I told him that I would be glad to AFTER he calmed the storm because the ship was being tossed back and forth with water coming over the bow and intensely hard rain and wind. Jesus told me that I needed to go to the Crow’s Nest. I looked up and saw the very wet rope ladder that existed between me and the Crow’s Nest and thought to myself that there was no way I could make it. Jesus speaking as if he had read my mind told me to trust him and that I could make it. I looked back at my wife and then began to climb the rope ladder. A couple of times I lost my footing or one of my hands slipped, but eventually I made it to the top. As I stood there, Jesus joined me. Here smiled and pointed off towards what I assumed to be west and could see a rapidly approaching clearing that overtook us having us sail on calm seas. The storm was gone as if it had never happened. Jesus then told me that I was going through the storm and the trial in preparation. He would not say what the preparation was for. And then the vision ended.
AND?
I am sure you are wondering how this relates to what happened. Over the past several months, my family has been waging a war in our finances. I will spare you the full details; however, I can testify to the fact that on many occasions the enemy stole money from us. How did he do this you might ask, the answer is very simple. He caused things to happen that were outside of the normal and expected which caused us loss. For example, my wife and I both separately looked at the bank online and verified that everything had cleared the bank and a positive balance was left. We then, knowing that my deposit went in soon, made some arrangements to have items paid using the balance from the checkbook coupled with my paycheck. Well, two things went wrong here. First, the arrangements went through the bank before my deposit, which is really not supposed to happen. Second, and more critical, the online statement that both my wife and I checked and double checked had an adding error in it that when it was corrected, we didn’t have the money we thought we would. If you then add strategic banking (the concept where the bank will put through all the big stuff first and then the little stuff so that if something is to go into the overdraft, it will have several little items and garner greater fees), we lost a bunch of money. If things like that were not bad enough, the enemy then throws in electric bills that are almost double (mostly due to rate hikes, which we are looking into switching about) and car troubles (and of course this would happen to be something out of warranty) and you begin to get the picture of the war we have waged. However, in each and every case, we praised God to the best of our ability knowing that he would see us through.
TITHES AND OFFERINGS
Many people have informed us in both nice and not so nice terms that our belief on this subject is wrong. However, my belief on tithing and offering seems to be what the Bible supports and that is what is important. Each time I am to get a paycheck, I immediately get a money order for the tithe and set that aside until Sunday when I can put it in the offering. Then I pray to God asking him what he would like me to give as an offering. A couple of times it has not been anything and several times it has been a large amount. Whatever God tells me to offer, I give that Sunday in the offering designating it as the Lord leads. My belief has its root in Malachi chapter 3.
8 “Will a man rob God? Yet you rob me. “But you ask, ‘How do we rob you?’ “In tithes and offerings.
9 You are under a curse–the whole nation of you–because you are robbing me.
10 Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the Lord Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it.
11 I will prevent pests from devouring your crops, and the vines in your fields will not cast their fruit,” says the Lord Almighty
Malachi 3:8-11
I do not want to be under a curse and I certainly do not want to rob God, but God clearly says that in verse 8 that in answer to how can we rob him was in both the tithes and offerings. I know many people have different interpretations on this, but I simply went to God and got the following revelation. Giving your tithe out of all your income (and this is on what you get paid not what you take home) is a command and this just gives you membership into God’s Reward Zone. However, to really activate the rewards, we have to make deposits into the Reward Zone account and these are the offerings above and beyond the tithe. Please do not get me wrong, I am not advocating that we give to get a reward. We should give for the sole reason that we love God and want to follow his command. That said, God does say that when we give he opens the floodgates of heaven. Giving offerings is not a command and one can easily ignore it, but I really believe that to get the full potential of the blessings of God we need to be offering above the tithe as well. I believe this concept is revealed in the book of Mark.
41 Jesus sat down opposite the place where the offerings were put and watched the crowd putting their money into the temple treasury. Many rich people threw in large amounts.
42 But a poor widow came and put in two very small copper coins, worth only a fraction of a penny.
43 Calling his disciples to him, Jesus said, “I tell you the truth, this poor widow has put more into the treasury than all the others.
44 They all gave out of their wealth; but she, out of her poverty, put in everything–all she had to live on.”
Mark 12:41-44 (also in Luke 21:1-4)
If the poor widow was giving out of her poverty and it was all she had to live on, then she was offering above and beyond the tithe and yet Jesus himself made a point of singling her out. This was not to admonish her, but to point out that from God’s point of view it was more important to him that she gave so much.
A CALL FOR PRAYER
Being in this position and realizing that it was as much a spiritual attack as it was anything else, I did what any Christian would do. I followed the scriptures.
13 Is any one of you in trouble? He should pray. Is anyone happy? Let him sing songs of praise.
14 Is any one of you sick? He should call the elders of the church to pray over him and anoint him with oil in the name of the Lord.
15 And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him up. If he has sinned, he will be forgiven.
16 Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective.
James 5:13-16
I put out and email for prayer explaining my situation to my close friends. I also put out an email to many I know just asking for prayer. I got some interesting responses, but there was one that really reflected the image of Jesus Christ that I just have to share what he did.
REFLECTING JESUS CHRIST
I have a good friend named Kevin (a mighty man and brother in Christ) who lives about a four-hour drive from me. Because he is my closest friend, I sent him a detail email asking him for prayer. Specifically, I asked him to pray on my behalf and ask God if there was anything that I might be missing. His response email honestly shocked me so much that I just stared at it praising and thanking God for what must have been a good ten or more minutes. Allow me to share an excerpt from his email.
When I read your e-mail, I prayed and asked God what I should do about it. Give money? Pray for His providence? And the two verses that kept coming to my mind are:
17 “If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him?”
1 John 3:17
17 “Anyone, then, who knows the good he ought to do and doesn’t do it, sins.”
James 4:17
As if that wasn’t enough to spur me on, then there’s the verses in James
3 “You have hoarded wealth in the last days”
James 5:3b
“You have lived on earth in luxury and self-indulgence.”
James 5:5a
Ouch.
So what does it mean to hoard wealth, if not to wrap your arms around it tightly and look at those around with wide eyes, screaming “Mine! It’s Mine!! It’s all mine!!!” I don’t want to do that. I don’t want to hoard wealth. You are a brother, and you have helped me immensely in my time of need over the past year. I can’t just look on and passively pray and ask God to do something. I feel compelled to do something myself. Now. Today.
So I’d like to give you some money.
After my shock wore off, I emailed him back and then we got on the phone together and determined the best way to get the money to me was in cash so that I would not lose it immediately to some fees at my bank (my account is negative). What we had come up with was to meet half way between here (Dallas-Fort Worth Texas) and his home in near Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. Since gas was a concern, Kevin’s wife, Kim (a mighty woman in Christ), suggested meeting in Gainesville, TX. My wife and I sold some of our DVDs to get the gas money and were off to meet my friend. I was excited for two reasons, first God had answered our prayers and second I was going to get to see my friend for a while.
We met at the Gainesville Factory Outlet Shopping center for all of you who may know where that is. My family and I arrived first and my three year old immediately saw the little playground they had there. As my friend arrived, I could just feel the love of God emanating from his presence and it made me praise God all the more. This man is a great friend, but he is not overflowing in wealth (yet). He has a wife and son and yet took the time to drive two and a half hours one way to bring us some much needed money following what God told him to do. I tell you the truth when I say that Kevin is truly a man after the heart of God because many of us would like to think we would do that, but when the moment comes and God says to go, we back down and don’t. I praise God for Kevin and Kim in our lives.
Well, if I was amazed at my friend’s unwavering faith and submission to God to get us the money, I was blown away by the fact that he also bought my family dinner at Applebee’s and filled my car with gas. He told me that these were non-negotiable parts of the deal and to be honest I just kept praising God for all that he was doing. At one point, I almost burst into tears, but I held my manly composure. Not that I needed too, but it is a guy thing.
Kevin handed me enough cash to make it until my next payday and carry my family through this rough patch. Of course, we are not completely out of the woods yet, but when God shows himself so strong like this it is a lot easier to face what is left to come. When all was said and done, Kevin spent close to three hours with us helping us in more ways then he might be aware of and I praise God for him and call down blessings a hundred fold on him and his family.
SCRIPTURE
There were several scriptures already mentioned, but I wanted to highlight one in particular.
16 This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.
17 If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him?
18 Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth.
19 This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence
1 John 3:16-19
Kevin did not just read this word, but he wrote it on his heart and more importantly followed God in putting this verse into action. God gives us money to live on and to share with others. That sharing could be helping a fellow brother or sister in Christ or it could be buying a homeless man a meal and sharing Jesus with him. However it is used, it is to be used for the glory of God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. Kevin reflected the heart and desire of Christ by following what God told him both in the scriptures and in prayer. I thank and praise God for men like him.
CONCLUSION
Walking the Christian walk is not always easy, but it truly is the best and we walk it with God at our side. God tells us that he works all of his plans for our good. I encourage you to reflect Jesus today just like Kevin did by following whatever God is laying on your heart to do. He will never forsake you and the rewards are literally eternal.
Until Next Time,
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Love in Christ,
Sir Jesterhawk
My name is Jester of the Hawk
Adopted Prince of the Kingdom of God
Commander of the Armies of the FireKnights
General of the Spirit-Filled Legions
Loyal servant to the one true God
Father to kids on fire for Jesus Christ
Husband to a praying wife
And I will have my blessings, in this life and the next.