God, the Little Girl and the Tracer
Sunday, February 25th, 2007INTRODUCTION
God is very interesting when he tells us to do something because many times it does not make sense to us at the time. Back in 1994, God told us to buy a car and I didn’t listen at first. See what happened.
GOD, THE LITTLE GIRL AND THE TRACER
It was a point in 1994 and we had issues with out Ford Escort and we were in need of a new car. It was tax return time and we had $1,500 to spend on this new car. At this time, I had communicated my need to my grandfather and the elders of my church. Now, I was still new to being a Christian, but I knew that I wanted what God was telling me.
My grandfather decided to go down to a local dealer that he has dealt with and talk to him on our behalf. The result of this was a deal on a brand new Mercury Tracer. It was basically the Mercury version of an Escort with a wagon back instead of a hatchback. The way the deal would work was that we would put down $1,500 and then pay a monthly payment that I don’t remember exactly, but I think it was in the $200 range say like $250.
Another option opened up to us. An elder of our church had a 1979 Pontiac Lemans car that he had done a bunch of work on. It ran well, but did burn oil. It was a large car and would easily fit my family and he was offering this car for the low low price of $1,500, the exact price that I had from my tax return.
I prayed about what to do and I did hear God tell me to buy the Lemans. However, I really wanted a new car and not a car that was fifteen years old. In fact, I wanted this so much that I convinced myself that God would want me to get the new car, after all why would he want me to have a used car.
To get the Tracer, we had to get to Northern New Jersey from upstate New York. This was a six to seven hour drive, and I knew my Escort would not handle it. Eventually, I got a ride to Albany NY and my grandfather drove up and met us there. This made it a shorter drive for each one. We arrived back at my grandfather’s house on Tuesday and were excited about the car in the driveway. We spent a little time visiting and then returned home, yes the six to seven hour drive back home.
That Saturday, we drove the three hours down to my in-laws in order to show off the new car. We decided to go to lunch with my sister in law at Ponderosa. While inside the restaurant, we discussed moving the baby car seat from the center of the back seat to right behind the drive to give my sister in law more space. However, as we exited the restaurant it began to rain, and God made us forget about doing just that. The reason would be evident in a moment.
We were driving around looking for a Christian bookstore that we later discovered was just barely wider then the door. So, we could not find it. While looking, I had turned around and came upon an intersection that I still to this day believe that the light was green. However, all the witnesses said it was red. Anyway, I went through the light and was hit hard on the driver’s side by an old Chevy pickup truck. We were pushed almost completely out of the intersection before stopping.
At this point, I had the presence of mind to shut off the car. My wife on the other hand freaked out and immediately looked back to see our little girl with a face full of glass. Furthermore, the front bumper of the pickup truck was just touching the side of the car seat. Let me make this picture clear, there was nothing left of the seat directly behind the driver and if we had moved the car seat, our little girl would have been destroyed by the front bumper of the pickup truck. I have no doubt in my mind that God was protecting my family. Furthermore, while my little girl’s face was full of glass pieces, she did not swallow any or had any cuts from it. Again, this was God protecting my family.
After the dust settled and the insurance came out, the decision was to totally the car. This was not surprising because we had been hit with such force that the frame was bent and that was very bad. Since we did not have very many miles on the car (like 380 total), our insurance company at the time gave us back the full price of the car which included our $1,500 down payment.
Armed with new money, my grandfather had offered to get us another deal; however, this time I decided it would be best to follow what God had told me to do in the beginning. I went back and bought the 1979 Pontiac Lemans from the elder. Now, just so that everyone understands why this was the case, in a couple of months Vicky would discover she was pregnant again which meant she could not return to work as planned which meant our finances would not have supported the car payment. God knew what he was doing when he told us this, but I didn’t listen.
One other point I want to make, I am not saying in any way that God had us crash the car. I believe that came as a direct result of walking outside of God’s will. The reason is that when we walk in God’s will, we walk with his blessings and protection. However, when we go outside of his perfect will, then we open ourselves up to possible attacks from the enemy. I firmly believe that if that day I was driving the Lemans, there would not have been an accident because I would have been under the protection of God to prevent something that the enemy meant for harm. However, even within what the enemy meant for harm of my family, God was there. My little girl is alive today because God protected her. We survived having a second child at that time financially because we got back the entire price of the car something that even our insurance agent suggested would not happen.
SCRIPTURE
26 In the same way the Spirit also helps our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we should, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words;
27 and He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He intercedes for the saints according to the will of God.
28 And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
11 ‘For I know the plans that I have for you,’ declares the LORD, ‘plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope
When God tells us to do something it is for our benefit. He tells us over and over again to trust him and that he works all thing for our good to give us a future and a hope. Therefore, when he speaks, we should listen and obey.
20 “As for you, you meant evil against me, {but} God meant it for good in order to bring about this present result, to preserve many people alive.
The crash was meant for evil, but God did some cool things to make it for good like saving my daughter and returning to us all the money we spent. God is truly awesome.
CONCLUSION
I want to encourage everyone to walk in the perfect will of God. And if by some chance you are not, come back to him. He is a very loving and forgiving God. However, he is also a gentleman and will let you walk your own way if that is really what you want. However, who doesn’t walk in this life with the creator of the universe blessing and protecting them.
Until Next Time,
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Love in Christ,
Sir Jesterhawk
My name is Jester of the Hawk
Adopted Prince of the Kingdom of God
Commander of the Armies of the FireKnights
General of the Spirit-Filled Legions
Loyal servant to the one true God
Father to kids on fire for Jesus Christ
Husband to a praying wife
And I will have my blessings, in this life and the next.
