INTRODUCTION
God can make the impossible possible especially when it comes to how he wants to bless us. After we had lost our third child (Sent From God Part III), which followed the blessing of how God gave us two daughters (Sent From God Part I and Sent From God Part II), God did something simply amazing.
SENT FROM GOD PART IV
After having lost our third child during pregnancy, the doctors began to tell us that my wife’s system was shutting down. In fact, they had told us that we would not have any more children. This was a shock and it hurt, but we were already blessed with two great kids and decided that if this is God’s will then we will accept it. And for the two years we did just that. We happily accepted God’s decision and focused solely on raising our two girls.
God, however, had something different in mind.
Early 2002, my wife had stopped having her monthly cycle and we became worried that she was at risk for cancer. However, we had no money because Pat had been laid off in 2001 and there simply was no work following the events of 9/11 and the collapse of telecommunications industry. This meant that we did not have any insurance and a doctor’s visit was out of the question. As my wife’s condition did not get any better, we did find a clinic and they prescribed Provera for her to take, which she did in the beginning of May.
June 1st, 2002, my wife and I were at wits end. For the last ten days, my wife was sick tossing everything she ate and then some. She was supposed to start the Provera again and take it for ten days, but something in our spirits did not seem right about this. Added to this, I was beginning to feel as impossible as it was that my wife was acting pregnant. This feeling was so strong that we argued over getting the home pregnancy test, which I eventually won (or perhaps I only think I won). My wife conceded that we would at least rule pregnancy out as the cause.
Delighted in having won an argument, even if I only thought I did, I ran out and picked up a home pregnancy test. I picked up the dual package because there was an attached coupon that made it cheaper then the single package and we could always give the other test to someone.
I raced home.
Vicky began the test and told me to time three minutes. As it turned out, we didn’t need that much time. Immediately, the test showed positive (that we were pregnant). We were shocked. We were not sure if we should believe the test even though we have never had one be incorrect. We decided to use the second test in the morning just to be sure. We went to bed not able to sleep wondering and praying about what a pregnancy would mean.
Side Note
Before I go any farther, you must understand that we wanted more children and that we were excited about the possibility. However, I did not have a job or insurance or money or any prospects. Couple this with the fact that we learned that my wife needs to be on a hormone (Progesterone) that is available by prescription only or else he body will naturally abort the child. With all of this in front of us, you could see why we were both excited and terrified at the possibility of another pregnancy.
The next morning was a Sunday, and again the test showed a positive result. We were pregnant. God had produced a little miracle inside Vicky that was defying all the doctors’ prognosis. Immediately we were filled with joy and horror at the same time.
In addition to all of this, we were faced with an impossible decision. Should we tell anyone? Vicky had lost the last baby she was pregnant with and we were not sure what was going to happen. Further, without the hormone, we knew that the baby would not last.
So we prayed again and harder.
My wife and I were filled with the presence and love of God surrounding us and telling us that this baby was going to happen. First, we told our daughters (who were now 8 and 6 years old) about it and they went through the roof with excitement and were praising God. All of us were happy as well and scared; however, we trusted that God had is under control and that there will be many more miracles on this road to come and we were not wrong on that on.
Immediately we were faced with problems. To begin with, the clinic we went to for the Provera, which my wife was not taking, did not handle pregnancies. They told us to go to our doctor however our doctor as well as any other doctor in the area told us they wanted a minimum of five hundred dollars up front which we did not have. This was further complicated by the fact that social services denied our claim for help for the pregnancy stating my unemployment check was too much and we were over the limit. A family of soon to be five making barely a thousand dollars a month and we didn’t qualify for any help. And if this was not enough, Texas has a public health clinic that will help people who do not have the means and they would help us, but could not see us until October, and that was not seeing a doctor, just a preliminary examine. With all of these, we explained my wife’s condition and the need to be on the hormone and none were sympathetic to our need.
Again, we prayed. We prayed a lot through this pregnancy.
As much as we felt like we were being shunned by every possible place of help, God had not left us in the cold. In the church we attended at that time, there was a man who was an herbalist and holistic healer. In our prayer time, my wife had received from the Lord that we should call the healer and we did. He immediately saw my wife and helped her get the hormone she needed by natural means. Furthermore, he did not require us to pay him up front. Instead he placed it all on account and then wound up writing it off. This meant that all his help was free which is what we needed at the time. It was also God providing for us.
Side Note
I have to mention that the natural form of the hormone involved my wife taking drops and rubbing this cream on parts of her body that were predisposed to absorb quickly like the backs of her knees and elbows. It was interesting to see her have to go through this routine, but as cute as it was we knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that it was the Lord providing and protecting my wife and her pregnancy.
In our weakness, we held our breathe during the tenth week of her pregnancy because it was the week that we lost the last child. This time was very different from that time and we had assurances and promises from God as well as his manifested provision. However, with all of this, we were still weak during the tenth week, and God was good to fill us and continue to provide for us even in our weakness.
Side Note
As an interesting note, it was in the middle of this pregnancy and time of unemployment that God moved in a mighty way to provide me a job. You can read about that in a previous post (Godly Job Interviews).
The holistic healer could only take us so far and I began to be concerned about where God was going to take this pregnancy issue. As God would have it, he placed a midwife in our life. When she discovered that we did not have any type of care for the baby, she immediately saw us. She never even asked us for payment, but just saw us and checked out my wife. We got to hear the heartbeat, which lifted our spirits immensely. Even though this was our fourth child (third to hear the heartbeat on), hearing your babies heart never gets old. The midwife was able to come any fears we had by giving my wife a clean bill of health, which we should have known because God was moving mightily in this whole situation.
Now, if all of this was not enough of a miracle, God kept providing. The midwife gave us a number to a place where we could get a free sonogram. Yes, you heard me correctly, a free sonogram. As God would have, there is a school near where we lived that needed patients to practice on for the sonogram. And as long as we did not mind an audience and a few students trying the equipment out, we could have the sonogram totally for free. We just about past out with excitement and praise to God when we found this out. Obviously, we went to the school and not only got a great report had a great time. In fact, they told us that most people are uneasy about having an audience, which is understandable, but we were just so thankful for God’s provision that we were totally at ease during the examine.
God is so good, as I was driving to the school to have the sonogram done, I got a call from a company I had interviewed with offering me a job and asking me if I could start on Monday (it was Friday). I told them a resounding yes. We had two mighty reasons to praise God that day and God continued to provide.
God began to accelerate everything from this point forward. Now that I was working and had insurance, which not only would cover the pregnancy started the day I started work. We were able to get into a doctor, which we needed because of my wife’s tendency to have difficult births and the midwife’s unavailability for the birth itself. But God provided and we were back under the care of an OBGYN, a women’s doctor.
Side Note
As much as God was moving, we were constantly under attack as well. First, we no sooner had insurance then my youngest daughter leaned back on a chair at school and fell and broke her arm. Second, my wife at seven months pregnant slipped and fell at Wal-Mart. And on top of all of that, my wife locked both sets (hers and mine) in the trunk of our car. However, through all of this, God continued to provide and we are eternally grateful.
Things continued to progress into the beginning of December. There was some conjecture with the doctor on the due date. We knew that my wife was not pregnant at the beginning of May and therefore projected a due date of about the end of January. The doctor went by the sonogram she did which showed a possible due date as the end of December. While this had been a little bit of concern, we had really gotten to the point in this faith walk that we just knew that God had it under control and we didn’t worry about it.
December 14th, my wife and I returned from our evening walk. Her pants were wet and I told her that I believed it was her water breaking. She told me that it was not and it was too early to have our baby. We had a slightly heated argument about this, but I finally got her to call the doctor. The doctor had us go directly to the hospital and they confirmed that my wife’s water had indeed broken and everything began.
December 15th, after about twenty hours of labor, God blessed us with a son and we marvel at the blessings of God every time we look into our son’s eyes.
SCRIPTURE
20 Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us,
Ephesians 3:20
At every step and every turn through this pregnancy, God was exceeding abundantly above what we asked for because he loves us.
CONCLUSION
God was there for us and he will be there for you. Put your trust in him and let him take care of everything for you.
Until Next Time,
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Love in Christ,
Sir Jesterhawk
My name is Jester of the Hawk
Adopted Prince of the Kingdom of God
Commander of the Armies of the FireKnights
General of the Spirit-Filled Legions
Loyal servant to the one true God
Father to kids on fire for Jesus Christ
Husband to a praying wife
And I will have my blessings, in this life and the next.